why my love?

i m in a relationship .with jonathan.tan our love story begins.
but fate brings us.nono.is me.me.me.
i dun feel loved.nor feel like im dating.how much tears have i dropped for the 3 days of our relationship
believe that no girls can accept their lives to be lonely.accept for being the one who
is giving in and nv give up.is tedious to wait for a sms reply. as a reply.may takes hours.or even a day.
i do not have a choice.but to give in. everytime i think of any romantic things.
it will only become wishes.wishes that are buried in my heart and nv be spoken again
actually.all i wan is just he putting me 1st . thoughtful and loving.
is it really that hard? i dun nid money to be with him.all i just niid is him being my side.
i feel lost when i cant contact him..i feel worried.
how i wish.he would find me always.and not im the one being to tedious
but. wad i say now.seems to be 'air tok'
who cares about me anyway? nobody.i feel so sad.that i feel like crying everynite at my pillow.
i kept thinking about him.but it was no use.would he think about me? i wan love
i wan sumone to love me.love me deeply.think of me.willing to do anything for me
to be exact of wad i say.means that i feel that im the boyfriend and he is the girlfriend
sounds wrong rite? i wan to switch roles!
.kae.i think i better end it here.nites