2010! tiger year :)

omg omg.is 2010 already.older by a year! yeepi!
though i still have a lot of homework.but im feeling abit excited for the new things ahead.
crapz.i nv do my online homework :((( no more le.no more marks.okay
talking about 2009. just now.this damn bitch said im a dog shit in my ear.
wth? i dun even noe who are u. -.- just becos
u think giving in the route is a big sacrifice.. fuck face ah lian -.-.
if im dog shit.ur cat shit :@
nvm.next.went to watch the old dogs at iluma. how i wish i can have my chance to count down at
marina bay or clarke quay or sentosa.they sound fun :) and 2 days ago.
the lady said this :" kuai dian chao mei nu de" woots
the aunty call me mei nu.quite happy lawls. :))
anyway. i hope to get my wishes going and a new year ahead with lots of shopping :)

Christmaz 25/09

today is the christmaz.and its few days before count down.hahas.
hmm.seen my wishlist? i wan to many things. =(
oh no! im a shopaholic. just that i dun have much money with me.if not i will crazy shopping like
mad.hahas.shopping was the thing tat healed my wound and
thought me about dolling up satisfy my emptiness.
and i match this outfit i hope ur would like it :)

necklace-forever 21
sequin top - cotton onjeans like tights - cotton on5 inches high heels - forever 21

christmaz eve

today i had fun. i went to somerset 313 and den headed to cinelesiure to check out if theres tickets for a movie.
but it was too pack.hahas.so we tried
illuma.and got the 2nd row .piew!* and i saw wee xiang at illuma.
SHIT! gosh.he saw my make up face -_-!
nvm.forget it.next my younger sis came to join us at bugis.den later
we ate at QQ mian! hahas. den after that
to went to the movie.ALVIN and the CHIPMUKS
they were awwsome.hahahahahahha
anyway. thats my eve of the year :)
im so gona buy new clothes and bag pack for next year.i shall have my new years resolution
hmmm..
for next year.

• i do my best for each and everything
  
• enjoy more shopping
• turn up for JJLINS PARTY
• save more money
  

• get 14 and below for o levels

thats all hahas.happy new year everyone :)

why my love?

i m in a relationship .with jonathan.tan our love story begins.
but fate brings us.nono.is me.me.me.
i dun feel loved.nor feel like im dating.how much tears have i dropped for the 3 days of our relationship
believe that no girls can accept their lives to be lonely.accept for being the one who
is giving in and nv give up.is tedious to wait for a sms reply. as a reply.may takes hours.or even a day.
i do not have a choice.but to give in. everytime i think of any romantic things.
it will only become wishes.wishes that are buried in my heart and nv be spoken again
actually.all i wan is just he putting me 1st . thoughtful and loving.
is it really that hard? i dun nid money to be with him.all i just niid is him being my side.
i feel lost when i cant contact him..i feel worried.
how i wish.he would find me always.and not im the one being to tedious
but. wad i say now.seems to be 'air tok'
who cares about me anyway? nobody.i feel so sad.that i feel like crying everynite at my pillow.
i kept thinking about him.but it was no use.would he think about me? i wan love
i wan sumone to love me.love me deeply.think of me.willing to do anything for me
to be exact of wad i say.means that i feel that im the boyfriend and he is the girlfriend
sounds wrong rite? i wan to switch roles!
.kae.i think i better end it here.nites

ahh .gosh

gosh.on monday al they invited me to go with them to kap.(king alberts park..so i went
and i realised that they actually wanted to pretend to friend me. wtf? i dun nid them to pretend..isnt it stupid
to act smart when the secret have already been exposed? -_-! xiu wei still say :" i think she noes,cos she have been cramming all the way..till now...the class is full of politics..they plan how to harm u
and hurt u.for wad? just out of the fun and becos they dun like the person whom nv even
'harm' u b4? gosh..how their parents teach them?
next..samuel lye's problem.wth? lovelle claims to noe him better den i do..
i noe wad kind of person after i told my sister wad he did to me upon our 1st meeting MONTHS AGO.
he actually ran away.. but den he dun even noe who is lovelle cos shes isnt our mutual friend
till one day he added her..he is a SUPERFICIAL GUY i ever since.
further more he is not handsome.he got sum weird character.which i cant stand it
i was just telling lovelle tat he is not a good person.tats all..i dun nid her sarcasm
bitch.so i shall delete my facebook :) end:)

not bad :)

today is like a not bad day :) altough my term 3 and 4 results added up i got 2 F9s and 1D7..i will not give up
today got the commendation service..was like damn jing zhang..i wanted to see JANICE SHEN's
reaction and expression..so i stared at her for like long time..
and den make her feel "diu"
and den ms sheena took photos of me ,al,han nian as we brought glory to her..:)
i hope next yr i can progress and succeed ..
i just realised one secret..i was like omg..it was super unexpected..sarah and that qin wei and in stead?
but i tot qin wei and them like very long nv contact each other le wad..
so weird..he hasnt changed much though..i was wondering when will he wake up and think for his future that
droppin out of school would just cause him to suffer?
even u cant study..u still put in ur best and not drop out..next..i feel that
ppl now are becoming more and more pretentious..
AL was like den obviously fake towards me..
honestly..the way she toks to eleanor or anyone..is more sincere den me..
like sot of the 'bluff bluff ' friend kind..eeeeeeee
i honestly dun like these kind of ppl..eleanor is oso like tat but better den al.
today i was in super bad mood..i wanted to sleep in the afternoon..i slept until 4pm..my mom come
and wake me up and complain -_-! den mediacorp was downstairs shooting..2nd time ..omg
den i went to send my phone for repair..at causeway point ..and oso have dinner..den shop for awhile
den headed home..at last..this week has ended..im feeling damn shag :(
hope tml would be a better day :)

bye exams

o yes!exams are over!
last day..today i had my math paper 1 and it was easier den math paper 2
after that i got art exam..hehes..so nice..3 hrs paper..i sit until butt pain ..hehesx=
exams over ..i can rest..the burden in my heart at last is thrown away..
i realised..how many friends that really care for me and really support me..everyday sms me telling me
to jia you..tell me to rest more..and stuff..im grateful to ya.and xie xie :)
i tml holiday!! whoo!! until next week wednesday..means i can
playyyyy...woots =x end here le...nites :P

awww~~

tml is my exams already!! 1st paper..english and social studies..ah!! 2nd day is geography and
chemistry =(( so stress mans..den 3rd day is chinese only..woohooo!! :))
jia yous!! .. i have nt been blogging..so longs.. hmmm
on sat ..i was in bugis..with my mom and sister ..and her bf..i saw xu jia ying..!! so nice..
and i bought a new top :)) woohoo!! hmm..anyway...too many things to say..but no time to write.

feeling wonderful today

after blogging ... i gtg study my chemistry..haha
today zong wang told me sumthing tat enlightened me..im rather happy after hearing that
it shows that my "change" that i did during the holidays worked..
he told me that :"the guys are now okay with me ".. during combined humans lesson..
as the teacher teach and talk very mono..so we would rather tok crap to waste time..and is also a time whereby
i can go understand wad their thinking all the while as im always blank ..haha
thanks zong wang anyway ..haha ..
left 14 days b4 eoy..super scared..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhh!! how? prayyyy hard..nth will happen luh..
..saturday got english oral..sians lo..
mus come back to school in the morning...ZZ -_-!! heheeeeee.. i feel that things are changing for the better except my studies..argh..is driving me nuts =(
anyway..i will end here and..bur buai!~

tml is the last day of school..but not today :(

oh yes!..tml is the last day of school..and i cant w8 for d holidays
so fast the term is going to end..im goin to be sec 4 next yr..i just cant w8 for sec school
life to end..i admit i dun have a happy sec school life..nt even sec 1 or 2..
i realised DAMIAN is lydia's friend..omg i better block him..if nt rumors will spread like
noones business. i fail 2 subjects for this term ba? so ke lian lo :( i nv did tat badly de
so sad..my combined science fail by 3 marks :(( den i wana thank eleanor for lending me
her papers to photocopy..not everyone will lend me like she did..
in my impression..she is a person who is rather neutral..fun kind ...but when comes to privacy..
is like a no no thing..:)) tats my impression of her :)den next..i got back my physics paper..i pass at last..the whole year i fail physics ..my lit teacher postpone the test to tml..i study le :)
lastly..all i wana say is good nite to all..and take cares :)

a brand new start

1stly..im reopening this blog..hoping for a brand new start for myself ..and all ...
today/ sumthing happened in school.. and den..i was super pissed off..cos i dun have anyone to confide with in school...so teachers are my friends now . few days ago..this sec 5 guy ..he say tat he wanted to slap me a long time ago..i was super angry..until i almost cried..den i say..i cant cry..i super cant cry..i dunwana lose.. school is a down place where by i cant see the sky ..of cos i upload some latest pics for tday i end here..and :)